The Value of life

i used to think life and its value was about how meany friends you had. then i thought the value of life came from finding a good church. Then after these things, i thought the value of life was measured by the way of your own hard work and abilities that could feed yourself and those you loved, bringing warmth to you from things, such as homes, jobs and cars. Then one day i heard a voice from heaven call to me, and it said one day you will tell the world of the coming of the LORD. But first you must sell everything you have and own nothing find no pleasure from the things of this world. So i sold everything and gave it to the pour just as my master told me to do. Then i had a dream some years later. In that dream i met an angle from heaven sent to show me things to come. She grabbed hold of my hands and asked me. "do you remember me" i said yes, as soon as looked at her for i truly did not know her. When we touched a feeling of total love took over my whole body. A love likened to nothing, a feeling likened to nothing! i have ever seen or felt on earth or in life time before. With that thought there was not an ounce of fear in me. We could walk straight to heaven on that day and in my soul i had total peace in my heart and flesh! So we walked through what seemed to be all the people i had ever met in my life from ages of very young to today. We were all walking to a great party or feast, it felt like something like a wedding banquet. While we were walking through the streets we never spoke a word to each other yet it i felt like we were one being and we had no need to speak. We came to this white house and walked right in through the door as if we belonged there. While we were walking to this place of joy and happiness it was what seemed to me to be dark out side or like it may have been night time. yet when we got inside of the house all the lights were very bright and the whole house was painted white. All the floors were white. the walls were white, every thing was bright white. So we went into the kitchen me and this friend of mine! Yet still every thing was white the tables and the chairs were also white. So she sat on the top of the kitchen counter while i stared into her eyes. All i could think of was how wonderful this feeling was that was racing through my body! It was likened to love! Then while looking into these wonderful eyes of an angle some friends of mine, well actually all of them were my friends and they had been downstairs. They all began to call me. DAVID they said come here with us. HEY DAVID they said again if you come down here with us we can some fun. DAVID come and hang out with us. It Was like some thing began to pull me, to pull my will towards their wants. So i told to the beautiful girl wait here until i get come back. We let go of our hands and the feeling of love and the existence of no fear left my body. i went down the stairs slowly and yes now there was fear in my heart i was full of worry, for i was afraid the angel wasn't going to there when i returned. Yet i was also being compelled to go and see what all the commotion was about i mean it was relentless their cry for me to come. DAVID they said come and play with us. as i was at the last step of the stairs. i looked into what seemed to be a large room which look like a casino and every thing down there was red! Red walls, red floors, red chairs, every thing was red with brass fixtures, the bar was red the tables were red!. There were poker tables and a bar where people were drinking and all of them were laughing as if they were have a great time. One by one they called to me DAVID come and drink with me, come david and get high with me. Hey DAVID come down here with us for this is the funnest night of our lives, but in my heart all i could think about was that feeling i had experienced while being with the angel. So i began to call out to my friends! Each one i called to and said " COME!" and meet this girl! hey hey my friends come meet this friend of mine! i am sure she is an angel! come meet her. she is the most beautiful of women! Come i said with me and i will show her to you for she is love and i have never seen any like this before! You got meet her!" Yet no ONE, not one of them would come with me. All of them said it was better here and i should just stay were the fun is. i said them one more time! COME so that you may meet this friend of mine! Because my heart and body was so full of fear i went back up stairs! With worry in my heart and fear in my mind! i went back up stairs where the kitchen was, and there it was so bright and so white yet there was only me and her. Yes she was setting there all alone looking down at the floor. She looked as if she was sad! so quickly went to her and grabbed onto her hands just as she had did to me. i said to her here i am we touched again and she was full of brightness as she raised her up head, and of course the feeling of love without fear overcame my whole body! Then she left me, for it was that moment i woke up! The next morning i decided in my heart that this life has NO value without JESUS CHRIST! And i changed my mind in thinking i could live in this world loving sin and still go to heaven! No rather i will go to heaven because on this earth there nothing worth more or has more value than love without fear!